Friday, August 29, 2008

~first week~

hah...3 paper finished. good.
erm, just discovered that sometimes people might not be always true to u.
we, must start to learn how to protect ourselves.
hate it.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

perfectly inelastic thinking~

i'm in trouble.
big trouble.
stresssssssss~~~~~~ wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, August 18, 2008

life's been

...........wat?
answer is: really busy.
haha, in the library posting this new "topic".
hey frens, gonna miss u all for long~

Sunday, August 17, 2008

"blackout"- eyes, heart, everything.

yea, chong wei lose the match. apparently in a rather pathetic and non- watchable way.
we call it very " cham" in cantonese.
aiks. was watching through tv1 and i agreed to what the host said :" rasanya chongwei bertanya mengapa, kenapa, apa telah terjadi kepada dirinya." when he was losing 1-11 to lindan.
initially i was worried, subsequently i have no heart to watch.
aiks. yea, he's not the chong wei that malaysian are familiar with.
i COULDN'T see his skills being performed in this match.
i guess the strongest reason being the stress he's facing in the stadium.
i just couldnt imagine, it's like bunch of people shouting "lindan, jia you" repeatedly and almost non stop. it's indeed really hard to fight the stress and concentrate in the game.
towards the end of the match, saw him smiling,it is not one that arises from victory, it's from helplessness.

however, i still respect him for his never die spirit against such a strong player lindan and not to forget his victory over leehyunil. wish he'll soon recover and present us with a new LEE CHONG WEI.

it's a sleepless night for me, and i believe same goes to those who supported him.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

ping chuan

ping chuan~ my dearest sai lou~
wish u have a safe journey back to phil~!
erm, we will miss u de~
PS: yumcha really isnt a good thing...:p

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

seems like . yumcha

erm, seems like it has been abandoned for too long a time...
no one wants to visit it anymore..
but still awaiting the one..

haha..emo suddenly..
erm, this time, i wanna talk about the culture of "yumcha" in msia..
inspired by one of the article that i read the other day.
"this culture which is becoming more popular in the malaysian chinese teenagers is definately a worrisome one."
we are depressed~!
yea, depress is the appropriate word to say.
going out at night with frens, having few cups of teh-ice-limau, chatting about matters which could nv be more common in life.
life for teenagers. is it suppose to be in that form?
y not do smth really productive(could be from the view of culture, social, science, self development) rather than sitting there talking aimlessly?
yes aimlessly.
through the increasing popularity of this culture,
potential productivity of the teenagers is being wasted in a rather pathetic way.
and do we call this one of the very special cultures of msia's teenagers?
it's ridiculous!!
who to blame for all this? surely not only the fault of particular group, individual, or even the govt. it's a common responsibility of the whole nation.
a closed environment will nv allow our teenagers to speak out their mind.
the long lost(or nv exist) freedom, where r u?? youngsters~!let's help ourselves...

ok, finish emo-ing~~

haha....u ppl are welcomed to gv ur 2sens here too~~~~~

poni.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

day b4 yesterday.yesterday.today

the day b4 yesterday, yeap, got the very first AS results on9!
one hour b4 the results were released, i slept.
omg, thx to the sleep that stopped me from thinking too much.
woke up and checked the results.
key in the p/w and just waited with my fingers crossing infront of the pc.
erm.... 4..3..2..1...
pop! the results was out right infront of me.
haha, what surprised me was it was written in small letter~~ haha..
so, here it goes.. accounting-a, math-a, econ-a, law-a, thinking skills-b.
argh, though there's sm imperfection in the results.
but i felt grateful. to everyone.to myself. to god.
so, that ended up to be a very good day for me.

day after,
went to college with starry starry new shirt.
erm, i felt it i felt it.
some fren of mine were not satisfied with their results.
............
looking at their expression..i realised that what i can do is actually too little.
erm.....i dunno what to do. for the first time, i felt helpless.
then, the day ended v some rather complicated feelings.

today.
haha, zellent, my dear brother somehow teased me for not reviving my blog...
haha, poni, somehow cannot stand the teasing and wrote this blog.
in the library of her college.

future 1 mth,
busy v trial exams.

ended.